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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Yuri!!!_on_Ice_(Anime)
  Relationship:
      Katsuki_Yuuri_&_Yuri_Plisetsky
  Character:
      Katsuki_Yuuri, Yuri_Plisetsky, Victor_Nikiforov, Otabek_Altin
  Additional Tags:
      First_Love, Falling_In_Love, First_Kiss, Enemies_to_Lovers, Fluff_and
      Smut
  Stats:
      Published: 2017-04-20 Updated: 2017-05-13 Chapters: 2/5 Words: 1671
****** Dream a little dream of me ******
by orphan_account
Summary
     Yuri hates it, he hates how that stupid pig makes him feel. He hates
     that he hates him but doesn't really hate him. It's complicated.
     (Yuri refuses to admit he likes Yuuri. Fortunately, Yuuri doesn't)
     [H I A T U S]
Notes
     Hii! this is really poorly written yuriyuu fanfic, because i really
     wanted to write one and my ideas just ran away. If you liked it
     anyway, please leave a comment and let me know!
***** Chapter 1 *****
Yuri groans as he sees that stupid face on TV. He doesn't need to see him,
doesn't want to see him and he absolutely hatesseeing him.
Or at least, that is what he tells everyone. He's not really sure why he hates
Katsudon so much. It's not because he took Viktor away. He can keep that old
man to himself, Yuri is good enough to win without his help and fuck him for
making promises he can't keep.
So it's not because of Viktor.
It's also not because he's jealous. Katsudon is pretty good skater but he's
Yuri Plisetsky after all. He's better, that's a fact.
So those things aside, he has no idea why he can't stand him. Whenever he hears
his name, his guts just get twisted and his ribs clench around his lungs and he
can't breathe. And he is pretty damn sure that this is what hatred feels like.
He has never considered anything else. So what if he likes how Katsudon skates,
so what if he wants him to keep skating and competing against him. So what if
he actually kind of enjoys watching Katsudon skate, getting lost in the
choreography, in his moves. So what if he is fascinated with the way Katsudon's
body is in sync with the music.
No one has to know that. And it certainly doesn't mean anything.
Just as the meaningless Skype calls with Katsudon don't mean anything. There's
no reason behind it. And Katsudon always looks so suprised but happy and also
freaking tired because Yuri doesn't care about time zones and he just calls
whenever he feels like. And Katsudon, surprisingly, always answers, no matter
how late it is in Japan.
The cup of China is coming soon and he can tell that Katsudon is pretty
nervous. He wants to tell him it's fine and that he has nothing to worry about
but what he says out loud is "Oi man up, Katsudon. Stop being a lazy ass you
pig and you might have a little chance to win!"
Katsudon smiles softly like he knows exactly what Yuri means. So what if Yuri's
insides get all tingly when he sees that smile? That is just pure irritation
because Katsudon is nothing but irritating.
It certainly doesn't mean anything.
He calls him the night before the Cup of China. Katsudon is trembling and
there's this aura all around him screaminganxiety. Yuri is a bit nervous
himself because of his upcoming competitions but he is sure he will do just
fine.
Which is not Katsudon's case. And Yuri feels the urge to calm him down.
No. Not because he cares. But because it bothers him.
Katsudon bothers him in general.
"Oi, pig, you'll do just fine." he says and almost laughs when he sees
Katsudon's surprised expression.
"Arigatou gozaimasu, Yuri." he whispers, far less tense then he was few minutes
ago. "How you're doing? Nervous?"
"No way!" Yuri scoffs. "I'm going to win."
Katsudon smiles, all teeth and wrinkles by the corners of his eyes and Yuri's
heart flutters a little. "I know you will win, Yuri. I never doubted that."
Yuri quickly ends the call without saying goodbye. His heart is beating way too
fast.
Stupid, stupid Katsudon. He hates him so much.
***
After the Cup of China, it's Katsudon who calls. It surprises Yuri a little and
he hesitates, brushing his hair out of his face before answering the call. Once
Katsudon's face appears on the screen, his heart does a backflip and he bites
his lip.
"I did it!" Katsudon says with a wide eyes and even wider smile and of course
Yuri know that, he was watching.
"You could be better." he says instead of congratulation because that's what
Yuri is like and also because he hatesKatsudon and doesn't want to be nice to
him.
"I know I could." Katsudon admits. "I will be better. So when we compete again
at the Cup of Russia, you feel like I'm a real competition to you." He's still
smiling and he just looks so handsome. Yuri shakes his head.
"You better work your ass off, pig. When I win, and I will win, I wanna know
it's because I'm really that good and not because of you suck so much."
Katsudon doesn't stop smiling. "I promise. Gotta go to bed now, Viktor's
getting mad at me for staying up so late. Good night Yuri."
Yuri's chest hurts at the mention of the older Russian. But it certainly
doesn't mean anything. "Goodnight Katsudon."
He closes his laptop and lies down on his bed. What is this feeling? Why is he
like this everytime that stupid Katsudon calls him by his name? Is it because
he hates it?
He doesn't hate it and he's well aware of that. If Katsudon called him
Yuriothan he would hate it. But there's nothing he hates about him calling his
name.
His chest hurts and he feels somewhat empty. He hates it. He hates that he
doesn't know what it is.
He hates Katsudon. So much.
 
***** Chapter 2 *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
They don't talk much before the Cup of Russia. Yuri is busy practising and he's
sure Katsudon is also doing his best. Not that Viktor would let him do any less
than the best. But Yuri has to admit he kind of misses talking to the Japanese
skater. Their late night conversations make him fall asleep easier. He misses
Katsudon's voice. Not that he would ever admit it. After all, he hates
Katsudon. He hates his stupid face and stupid voice and his stupid skating
abilities, his stupid - now pretty slim but still muscular - body. He hates
thinking about it, he hates thinking about him, yet he can't stop.

It's like the stupid pig is always on his mind.

His phone rings and the young Russian yelps in surprise. It's a skype call.
From Katsudon. His heart skips a beat and he quickly looks around to see if
Mila or Georgi are looking. When he's sure he's not being watched, he smiles
before pressing 'accept the call' and Katsudon's face appears on the screen.

"I'm training now, baka!" he says, trying to sound furious. Instead of looking
hurt, Katsudon smiles widely.

"You learned a new word in Japanese!" he squeals and Yuri really has no idea
why he's so happy when he just called him an idiot.

"I'm sorry, it won't take long, I just wanted to see you." Katsudon says and
Yuri freezes. Why on Earth would he...

"Yuuri! Pay attention to me! I let you go home earlier, be more grateful!" Yuri
hears the older russian yell. Katsudon looks back over his shoulder and mutters
something.

"Well... as I said, it won't take long, I need to go."

"Because your precious Viktor would be upset, right?" he spits out bitterly and
Katsudon blinks in surprise.

"No,..Yuri.."

"I need to go." the Russian mutters, ending the call without saying goodbye.

He hates him, he hates him, he hates him, he hates him. Katsudon has no right
to make him feel this way. Why on Earth did he say he wanted to see Yuri? And
obviously, he didn't want to see him that much because he was willing to left
as soon as that baka Viktor called him.

Why is Katsudon so smitten with him? What's so speacial about him? Why does he
mean more to Katsudon than Yuri does?

"Don't frown so much." Georgi skates over to him and leans against the ice rink
barrier. Yuri scoffs but Georgi stays there, looking at him with worried
expression. "Seriously, what happened? You look like you're ready to kill
someone!"

Yuri bites his lip. "It's nothing."

"Yuri, I know you. I know you can get  mad easily and over anything but this is
not nothing."

Yuri looks down and stares at his skates. "I don't know what is happening. I'm
confused."

Georgi smiles, which Yuri doesn't see. Then he turns around and waves at their
coach. "We're taking a break!" He yells at Yakov who only nods because hevaen
knows, these two should take a break, they deserve it.
Yuri looks up. "What? Why?"
"We need to talk."
"Damn, Popovich, I don't need to talk!Just because you're emotionally unstable
doesn't mean - "
"Shut up." Georgi says but he's still smiling, pulling Yuri along as he walks
over to the benches. "Sit down and start. Explain what's going on, when it
started,you know the drill."
'No I don't'Yuri thinks bitterly. He doesn't want to talk about it, there's
nothing to talk about.
"I hate Katsudon." He says after a while. Georgi frowns. Yuri rolls his eyes
and adds: "Katsuki. I hate him."
Georgi doesn't say anything, he waits for Yuri to continue.
"He's so annoying! I hate how happy he seems to be all the time! I hate how
cheerful he is when we're talking. God I hate his stupid smile! And I hate his
relationship with Viktor. It's weird. Why are they so close, anyway? He's his
coach! "
Georgi smirks. "Isn't maybe because they love each other?"
Yuri snorts. "Yeah, Katsudon's obsession with Viktor's skating is pretty
unhealthy."
Georgi places his hand over Yuri's. "No..I mean, romantically. Can't you see
that? Viktor left everything behind to be with Yuuri. And Yuuri does everything
to make Viktor happy."
Yuri feels his heart shatter. "Are you serious?"
The older Russian skater nods. "Aren't you happy for them?"
"And why the hell would I be?" Yuri stands up, furious. "It's none of my
business! They can live happily ever after for all I care! I hate them!"
With that, he storms out of the ice rink, pressing his palms against his eyes
to stop the stupid tears. He's not going to cry, Katsudon's not worthy his
tears.
His phone buzzed in his pocket and he fishes it out. It's a message from the
stupid idiot.
"Can we talk later?"
Yuri wanna throw the phone away. He quickly types "Don't bother me" and presses
send.
Chapter End Notes
     Georgi deserves more love because he's a cute emo cinnamon roll
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